puiyeen's kindy.

i don't know.

Wed, 11 Feb 2009 14:36:41 GMT

i dont know if i'm getting old, or if i'm really old. i use to read blogs about outings with friends, where they travel, stuffs they bought and all. but i'm no longer into those blogging type anymore.

in fact, i'm rather privacy these days where i keep everything to myself. which i always think it's no use to expose everything personal as i'm not catching any limelight.

there're many thoughts in me, i just simply keep it personal.

i dont know... i just dont know...

the first moment of 2009.

Thu, 01 Jan 2009 14:04:40 GMT

. 010109 . thursday . 22:45 .

again, the feeling of 1122, which i can hardly express my feelings and put it in words, apparently i felt it again! and i believe not only me, but us.

the moment..
we waited, we were anxious but anticipates,
you appeared, i was stunned and too late to react,
you were worried for us, we were touched,
you saw us, you were suprised,
xiao boy was embraced, we were glad,
we captured a picture together, we were at first hyper, but angry later
you started singing, we enjoyed, you enjoyed
you were about to leave, we couldn't let go but understood,
you told us to earn more cash, i totally agree!
you left, we embraced each other
we embraced each other, i knew it's gonna be a good beginning for a brand new year,
we were on the way to Stevens', we recalled back the moment of 329,
we were at Stevens', we thought of another two person,
we were about to leave Stevens', xiaoboy fell asleep,
we left Stevens', we misses each other,
i reached home, i missed my hubby,
czeer and i were prepared to sleep, we chatted whole night long and were catching up with each other after months and we then realize...

why were we treated in such a way where others were craving for it so much? simply because we understand him, and he understands us despite we never sit together and talked about it. it's a connection within us that clicks without the need to explain.

and of course, when we tend not to be selfish, but to share it with others, we find a value in ourselves that we will not compare with others, not to envy others, but to share the happiness with each other who understands, and never demand for anything extra

we discussed about this when we were at Stevens' and luan came up with a conclusion that if we do not demand things exiting the limit, we will not be dissapointed, in return, we'll be surprised. which is very true after what we experienced in 1122 and last night.

do not have the right to stop anyone to misjudge us or to assume us as the "idol's pet", but i have the right to tell that we did not pay less effort nor did anything extra to support u and my idol.

and come to think of it, it's a brand new year, and it's the 7th year and it will still go on.. hey, we're still young! "teenagers" ma~ so, earn more cash!

friends & family forever.

Sat, 27 Dec 2008 18:15:31 GMT

Dearest ga hou yuet yun members, it's in the middle of the nite where i'm leaving to kuala selangor soon in few hours time with my hubby and family, i know u'll miss me much, so i wrote a short message for you here.

i dont remember when is the first time i met you guys. some may not for long, but the friendship is for real. some may be long and last till today, and i believe it will last forever.

"friendship" could hardly describe the relationship between us. i would say a loving "family" suits our relationship better.

a family because we're not a group of ladies at a general age, but a sum of 3 to 80 years old. where we have xiao boy and homa. having xiao boy in the family just simply cheers us up all the time. no matter if he nags, or gets angry, we'll understand because we love him. and the times when he is just being innocent to speak like a child, never fails to put a smile on our faces.

when we have homa with us, we dont have to worry much because you'll be the adviser and the one who takes care of us. which means we can be pampered at times!

when we have the sisters around, we'll take care of each other and think on behalf of each other, loving each other at times.

every outing we went out together, it's like a family gathering. just literally leaving stress and pressure behind, enjoying every moment together.

it doesnt take long to shape this loving family, we just clicked at the right time, right moment. all of us are pouring love and care over each other day by day, and i believe this will go on for always.. and i'm beginning to miss you now.

will see you guys not long, take care, and love you =)

love,
ahbi
(loh lui)

just for you.

Mon, 24 Nov 2008 17:28:00 GMT

. 241109 . monday .

to you who knew the truth,
thank you for letting us know we're not alone
that you still see us
glad that you're supporting us
touched when you embraced us

to you who called,
glad to know that you noticed
touched to know that you care
thank you

to you who understands this,
we know we'll always be together
loving you always

to you the mastermind,
things comes by and goes around

do you come and go, or will you stay?

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 23:19:01 GMT

. 240908 . wednesday . 07:05 .

times when people come by to our lifes, who knows if you will leave footprints or just passing by?

i wake up in the morning, ponders what to do next. the next minute i realize i've wasted so much time. there're many things waiting for me out there to explore, to love, to achive, to make a difference, yet i'm slacking around doing nothing

i begin to miss the moment with my kids, where i pour my love around them and make a little difference in their lifes.

many people i approached wonder why among all careers i choose to be a kindy teacher. all i would say was just that i love kids.

come to think of it, i've heard a wise man saying "five fingers we have in a hand, be the thumb, because you're the one who'll be helping the other fingers, and.. the smallest". when we're always on top of the world, we tend to forget the ones who're helping and supporting us below. which makes me again realize, always put myself in the lowest position in everything i do. when everyone's trying to climb so high, i'd rather stay small and support them climb.

to teach a child is not as easy as most people thought of. the love and care for a child is the key to their success. i always salute parents who are able to sacrifice much for their kids.

i'm only being a tiny character in my kid's life, just for a better tomorrow. there're too many things awaiting yet too little time to hold on. from now on, appreciate everything around you.

by saying a simple 'thank you' makes a different. u can simply make a difference for a better tomorrow have a nice day!

promise.

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 20:16:36 GMT

. 070808 . thursday . 03:25 .

i thought i was being framed, i thought that it was a judgement you made on me, but things you said repeatedly reminds me how i suck being a girlfriend.

i cried, i stayed speechless not because i agree to what you say but because i'm too timid to say.

i know you'll always forgive me for my mistakes but i will not take it for granted. i promise not to be that stubborn anymore and i promise to keep my promises to you.

i love you.

sowwie, datuk's fans.

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 18:31:17 GMT

. 050808 . wednesday . 01:44 .

yea! if u're wondering if it's MAA awards, you're right! nicholas teo's the favourite artist for Malaysia 2008! i know, i know, datuk siti fans are getting real mad right now, but it is very true that nicholas teo did pay much effort in his career in order to achieve what he owns today!

muaha! it was indeed a great nite. it was 'bout 20+ of us up there at the hill because we couldn't get tickets to enter. we only thought to show our support at the red carpet. but who knows? we're just being lucky to get tickets few minutes before the show starts! muahahaha!

we were so thrilled, we shouted, cheered, screamed our heads off! if u watched MAA on screen, you'll definitely see us on screen because our banners are simply too bright! muahaha!

we were all so worried for him. when it's time to announce the winner for fav msia artist, we all hand in hand, all nervous and keep fingers crossed. the minute "nicholas teo!" was announced, it feels like hitting a goal in euro cup!

this award means a lot to us. nicholas teo's the first chinese artist to get short listed for fav msia artist. it's indeed a great honour for him, and for us as his fans. i dont know why, but i'm touched.

i'm touched because i have an idol who remembers us supporting him through all the way, i'm touched because i've a group of great people who takes care of each other all the time, i'm touched because i'm never alone being around with these people.

it means a lot because it's not only about an artist, but a friendship that comes along the way. the support for each other no matter what happens. the care for each other when things are not right.

i know ur idol loves us, so so much, but i love you guys more! nicholas teo won meaning NFC won! =)

misunderstanding.

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 00:44:11 GMT

. 280708 . monday . 08:05 .

misunderstanding.

it does occurs at times. whenever misunderstanding occurs, first thing is to blame others for not understanding ownself. when both parties think the same way, arguements, backstabs, "gold fingers", selfishness, you name it.. pills up right away.

why be the selfish one to think only for ownself and not to stand in other party's shoe to think on behalf of them?

misunderstanding occurs when you assumed the other party's thoughts then simply judge a conclusion for ownself. there're times when i assumed other people's negative thoughts on me and i made it as a judgement of conclusion. but when i get to realize that i'm wrong, that i made judgments by assuming, i felt myself being so selfish and a need to apology.

why be the selfish one? be one who sticks to the truth, the one who is yourself, the one who apologize when knowing you're wrong. be the one who get respect from people, not the one who craves for respect.

i believe some of you may assume this whole thing here is regarding some issues lately. again, you're just assuming. but the truth is, i'm just ranting about my boyfriend and i. this is the "assume" that i'm talking about.

reduce the "gossip" pollution, think of a solution.

PS: environmental friendly for "gossip" pollution is strongly discourage. never reduce, reuse and recycle "gossips".

719 LG Gathering Meet and Greet.

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 09:35:41 GMT

. 220708 . tuesday . 16:41 .

it's been a while that i've abandoned this lovely site of mine. i choose not to blog not because i'm no longer leading a life, but i choose to have some privacy on my own thoughts. i've learnt that many people = many opinions = many probs. that is why i choose not to speak up sometimes. there're times when problems occur, i actually know..

NFC members at the registration counter before the show starts. although i'm not out there, but i know what happened out there. i do understand your feelings out there under the hot sun and lining up for tickets. san fu sai~

not to forget moo's corner. if you jaw-dropped after seeing this, u'll definitely salute moo when u visit her home. here's just 10% of her collection. salute mou??!

eyap! it was a great show indeed on 719 @ coco. it may be a simple gathering, but tons of cash involved, tons of effort involved, millions of hardwork paid and of course, our friendship grew even stronger!

started off with the dancers opening. i know the printings on their costume looks wonderful! well, u have to know who the designer is.. muahahaha! of course not to forget their make up artist and hair stylist. joey and kelly in this pic

and i have to say, luan definitely did a great job at the catwalk session. luan, you win dee! muahaha!

it's definitely a team work thing. else the show wouldn't be successful!

auntie (akiko's mummy) and I

Mei Ling and I with the balloons we sculptured. didnt know that everyone's grabbing for it! should've make more. hehe!

together with akiko, our NFC photographer =)

together with lilian, a very lovely lady, i would say =)

together with chyeli, a friend i've known for quite some time, cheers baby! =)

buddy buddy! ah moooooo~~~

sama-sama dgn Mei Ling. u thought FRM NW ON t-shirt got 'S' size arh? oh no no, that's only for superman. coz Mei Ling's mummy resized it for us! muahahaha! trima kaseh manyak manyak hor!

many of them love taking picture with Dylan, Renee and Mandy, but i love taking picture with their mom more~ muahaha!

together with kelly pang, the soon to be wife!

and buddy buddy luan! luan, "i see ur normal look more comfortable~"

more more pix coming up soon!

after two years break.

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 23:58:21 GMT

. 120308 . wednesday . 06:58 .

eyap! i literally abandoned blogging every since i'm in a relationship. yeah, i got changed a lot ever since then. you wouldn't wanna�know in details.

i'm no longer teaching as a kindy teacher. nah, it's not a waste. i made this decision simply because i need a break. i'm very sure i'll work with children again! (when i've spent all my savings =P).

i do miss my children, for sure. but i am very sure i seriously need a break. for you who knows, i've been working since i graduated from high school, and studying at the same time. i was surprised to realize that i was actually that commited and hardworking�back�then.�

part of my first year children

during the time when i was commited with my job and studies, my children was my priority where i indulged myself in loving them more than myself. that's when i stopped leading a life like any teenagers would lead, to go shopping, beautify themselves, takes pictures and blogs, party, yc's and all.�

one year passed, followed by another year, finally came to the third year. i appeared in yc sessions, gatherings. i finally realized that i'm pushing myself too hard. why would i have to pressure myself at this young age where everyone else are enjoying life.

i made the decision to quit the job, and enjoy life then.�i�may�sound�selfish�by�saying�so.�but�you�never�know�that i've considered countless times before making this significant decision. there're always�pros�and�cons�in�making�a�decision.�

after all, these two years of experience working with children not only gave me a nice portfolio, but it really did gave me a memorable experience in working with children. i've learnt much more than i expected in these two years. that makes me a better person and i�believe�that�i gain more than any other teenagers out there!

so, after i quit my job. i am really enjoying life. i went to HK with my family.

we had a week break at HK and macau. after the third day in hk, i wanted to come back to kl so badly. that was the first time i realized that i love kl that much.

walking along streets in hk is horrible. everywhere's people! imagine the minute u step out your hotel, you're in a crowd in bukit bintang waiting for countdown. everday, everywhere in hk. it's just too congested.�

but.. hk has pretty boys everywhere, everytime! muahahaha! the first day was so syok! everywhere i go, every five guys passes by is a pretty boy! even my hotel's bell boy is one. second day, third day, you'll eventually get bored with it. hnyek =P

not long after my hk trip, bro went back to scotland to continue his studies abroad. a month is just too short.

when he says "you better come home early arh!". same old phrase, just like the first time he leaves us. and mama and yeye is crying. but mama laughs again when we told her that bro's gonna earn 7x cash home. muaha! my grandma's just simply too cute!

and i'm heading langkawi this weekend! =)