. 010109 . thursday . 22:45 .

again, the feeling of 1122, which i can hardly express my feelings and put it in words, apparently i felt it again! and i believe not only me, but us.

the moment..
we waited, we were anxious but anticipates,
you appeared, i was stunned and too late to react,
you were worried for us, we were touched,
you saw us, you were suprised,
xiao boy was embraced, we were glad,
we captured a picture together, we were at first hyper, but angry later
you started singing, we enjoyed, you enjoyed
you were about to leave, we couldn't let go but understood,
you told us to earn more cash, i totally agree!
you left, we embraced each other
we embraced each other, i knew it's gonna be a good beginning for a brand new year,
we were on the way to Stevens', we recalled back the moment of 329,
we were at Stevens', we thought of another two person,
we were about to leave Stevens', xiaoboy fell asleep,
we left Stevens', we misses each other,
i reached home, i missed my hubby,
czeer and i were prepared to sleep, we chatted whole night long and were catching up with each other after months and we then realize...

why were we treated in such a way where others were craving for it so much? simply because we understand him, and he understands us despite we never sit together and talked about it. it's a connection within us that clicks without the need to explain.

and of course, when we tend not to be selfish, but to share it with others, we find a value in ourselves that we will not compare with others, not to envy others, but to share the happiness with each other who understands, and never demand for anything extra

we discussed about this when we were at Stevens' and luan came up with a conclusion that if we do not demand things exiting the limit, we will not be dissapointed, in return, we'll be surprised. which is very true after what we experienced in 1122 and last night. 

 do not have the right to stop anyone to misjudge us or to assume us as the "idol's pet", but i have the right to tell that we did not pay less effort nor did anything extra to support u and my idol.

and come to think of it, it's a brand new year, and it's the 7th year and it will still go on.. hey, we're still young! "teenagers" ma~ so, earn more cash!