. 240908 . wednesday . 07:05 .

times when people come by to our lifes, who knows if you will leave footprints or just passing by?

i wake up in the morning, ponders what to do next. the next minute i realize i've wasted so much time. there're many things waiting for me out there to explore, to love, to achive, to make a difference, yet i'm slacking around doing nothing

i begin to miss the moment with my kids, where i pour my love around them and make a little difference in their lifes.

many people i approached wonder why among all careers i choose to be a kindy teacher. all i would say was just that i love kids.

come to think of it, i've heard a wise man saying "five fingers we have in a hand, be the thumb, because you're the one who'll be helping the other fingers, and.. the smallest". when we're always on top of the world, we tend to forget the ones who're helping and supporting us below. which makes me again realize, always put myself in the lowest position in everything i do. when everyone's trying to climb so high, i'd rather stay small and support them climb.

to teach a child is not as easy as most people thought of. the love and care for a child is the key to their success. i always salute parents who are able to sacrifice much for their kids.

i'm only being a tiny character in my kid's life, just for a better tomorrow. there're too many things awaiting yet too little time to hold on. from now on, appreciate everything around you.

by saying a simple 'thank you' makes a different. u can simply make a difference for a better tomorrow have a nice day!

. 070808 . thursday . 03:25 .

i thought i was being framed, i thought that it was a judgement you made on me, but things you said repeatedly reminds me how i suck being a girlfriend.

i cried, i stayed speechless not because i agree to what you say but because i'm too timid to say.

i know you'll always forgive me for my mistakes but i will not take it for granted. i promise not to be that stubborn anymore and i promise to keep my promises to you.

i love you.

. 280708 . monday . 08:05 .

misunderstanding.

it does occurs at times. whenever misunderstanding occurs, first thing is to blame others for not understanding ownself. when both parties think the same way, arguements, backstabs, "gold fingers", selfishness, you name it.. pills up right away.

why be the selfish one to think only for ownself and not to stand in other party's shoe to think on behalf of them?

misunderstanding occurs when you assumed the other party's thoughts then simply judge a conclusion for ownself. there're times when i assumed other people's negative thoughts on me and i made it as a judgement of conclusion. but when i get to realize that i'm wrong, that i made judgments by assuming, i felt myself being so selfish and a need to apology.

why be the selfish one? be one who sticks to the truth, the one who is yourself, the one who apologize when knowing you're wrong. be the one who get respect from people, not the one who craves for respect.

i believe some of you may assume this whole thing here is regarding some issues lately. again, you're just assuming. but the truth is, i'm just ranting about my boyfriend and i. this is the "assume" that i'm talking about.

reduce the "gossip" pollution, think of a solution.

PS: environmental friendly for "gossip" pollution is strongly discourage. never reduce, reuse and recycle "gossips".

. 220708 . tuesday . 16:41 .

it's been a while that i've abandoned this lovely site of mine. i choose not to blog not because i'm no longer leading a life, but i choose to have some privacy on my own thoughts. i've learnt that many people = many opinions = many probs. that is why i choose not to speak up sometimes. there're times when problems occur, i actually know..

NFC members at the registration counter before the show starts. although i'm not out there, but i know what happened out there. i do understand your feelings out there under the hot sun and lining up for tickets. san fu sai~

not to forget moo's corner. if you jaw-dropped after seeing this, u'll definitely salute moo when u visit her home. here's just 10% of her collection. salute mou??!

eyap! it was a great show indeed on 719 @ coco. it may be a simple gathering, but tons of cash involved, tons of effort involved, millions of hardwork paid and of course, our friendship grew even stronger!

started off with the dancers opening. i know the printings on their costume looks wonderful! well, u have to know who the designer is.. muahahaha! of course not to forget their make up artist and hair stylist. joey and kelly in this pic

and i have to say, luan definitely did a great job at the catwalk session. luan, you win dee! muahaha!

it's definitely a team work thing. else the show wouldn't be successful!

auntie (akiko's mummy) and I

Mei Ling and I with the balloons we sculptured. didnt know that everyone's grabbing for it! should've make more. hehe!

together with akiko, our NFC photographer =)

together with lilian, a very lovely lady, i would say =)

together with chyeli, a friend i've known for quite some time, cheers baby! =)

buddy buddy! ah moooooo~~~

sama-sama dgn Mei Ling. u thought FRM NW ON t-shirt got 'S' size arh? oh no no, that's only for superman. coz Mei Ling's mummy resized it for us! muahahaha! trima kaseh manyak manyak hor!

many of them love taking picture with Dylan, Renee and Mandy, but i love taking picture with their mom more~ muahaha!

together with kelly pang, the soon to be wife!

and buddy buddy luan! luan, "i see ur normal look more comfortable~"

more more pix coming up soon!